Today is the last official day of my summer vacation, I am sad to see it go but also glad. I really miss school, and I miss being productive during the day. I am also glad to see the semester on its way because this means that the chances of me over eating or eating out of boredom will start to decrease. My school day usually starts about 9am and goes on until 8pm so that leaves very little time to mess up my diet. I have decided that once this week has begun i will write out a very thorough plan of how I am going to burn off the last 50-60 lbs. Speaking of which i have yet to weigh myself this week....
Ugh... unfortunately there has been a gain this week. 4lbs... i am now at 185. Its disappointing but also expected as i was sick the last week and a half, as well as the fact that my boyfriend and i spent the last two weekends together not really eating the best foods. However i will say this i did do a lot of exercise this week. I gave the dog a bath, cleaned my car inside-out, fixed my bike (cleaned, oiled chain and gears, pumped and patched tires), rode my bike a little bit, and walked all over Ventura, Oxnard, Santa Monica, and Venice with the boyfriend. So all in all yes i had a gain, but i feel very good, and i feel like this is the most active i have been in a while. A lapse in diet is nothing to fuss over, just something that needs to be reeled back and altered to accommodate A. my gain, and B. what my body actually needs for muscle gain and weight loss.
I have decided to start slow with the bike and build myself up.... god, its been years since i've ridden it.
I do have some interesting news, apparently i have gotten noticed by a girl who is also on a quest to lose weight. She asked me for some tips and pointers on how to lose weight. It sort of caught me off guard lol. I am not an expert by any means... However it did flatter me a lot! and it made me realize that i am more than equipped to beat this weight thing... especially the minor gain this week. just for an example here is what i told her in some of our correspondence.
I dont exercise nearly as much as i should, and i tend to indulge a little bit too much in sodas, fatty foods, and salt. But over all i try not to think of it in a matter of numbers or deadlines, because that will just set you up for a lot of disappointment.
What i have done so far is cutting out most of my fat and salt intake, limiting myself to one soda per day, and drinking as much water and tea as possible. there are a lot of foods out there that can help when fighting weight. One of my biggest vices is carbs, I LOVE BREADS! So to help fix that and curb my cravings i have opted for eating mainly Whole Grains or breads with high fiber. Sourdough is by far my favorite bread, it is low in calories and fat. BUT! it has very little nutritional value. I have some minor issues with eating fast foods and things of that nature. The way i have gotten around that is by allowing myself one fast food meal per week. My fave is taco bell.. usually what i do is i order one or two items from the menu (usually a burrito and a taco, or a crunchwrap) then when i come home i make myself a garden salad (lettus, tomatoes, olives, cucumbers, avacado, light dressing) i eat the salad and my taco bell. I have a mostly Vegetarian diet which could be helping me or hurting me... im not sure. But i try to stay away from red meats except for special occasions like going out to a steakhouse or whatever. One great food to eat is grapefruit, it curbs sugar cravings and it tastes really good with a little bit of splenda. I usually eat half a grapefruit in the morning with a small bowl of high fiber cereal. When it comes to fat loss what you really should focus on is
-Portion control (will explain)
-High Fiber
-Whole Grains
-Citrus Fruit
-Protein (eggs, lean meats, nuts, beans, fish)
-low fat
-lots of greens
-Low fat dairy (yogurt is the best!)
-and as much water as possible
Portion control.. i do this thing called small plate... basically you take a small plate and fill it up accordingly
-Grains/starches: About the size of your closed fist
-Vegetables/fruits: The size of your hand with fingers fanned out
-Protien/meat: The size of the palm of your hand (minus fingers)
-fats/cheese: a piece no bigger than the size of your index finger
Exercise:
I actually dont exercise as much as i should. I just fixed my bicycle today and i am going to try to use it 3 days a week. Fitness experts say that if you do an exercise session you should exercise every other day so your muscles have time to relax and recoup. You'll notice once you start exercising your body will be really really sore at first. but it goes away after a while. What i do is i use work out dvd's i have a few Belly Dance and Pilates. I also have a balance ball and some free weights. if you are serious about losing weight think of it like this "slow and steady wins the race" You cant push yourself and you cant expect results the next day. Think of it as a large rock chip a little piece off every day.
Even though she sought me out for help, she really inspired me and has made me want to get back on the bandwagon. After the splendid and exciting weekend with my beau i decided its time to get my butt in gear and be serious about this. To be honest the last 2 months have been just a silent trudge till the 31st. Its one thing to be lazy and relaxed after having a productive day... it is QUITE!!! quite another to be lazy for no good reason. So i am going to do this, not just to feel good about myself, both body and soul, but to enjoy my life more. There is no more waiting... there is no reason to wait. Life is happening now, i cant live my life by excuses i have to surrender to my obligations and bite the proverbial bullet.
There is this challenge taking place right now within the weight loss community on YouTube called Hot 4 Halloween 2. This challenge started about 3-4 weeks ago and i have actually gained instead of losing. I started at 180 and now i am at 185...... I guess it could be worse, but I initially went into this with the mentality of "Fuck yeah! let's go out with guns blazing!" and now I'm in the mind set that I have backed myself in a corner and that not only is my weight looming over me but now there is the possibility of letting my teammates down. A very weak part of my Psyche wants to give up and say "fuck it, too much pressure." and the other part of me still has my hand on the holster ready to go out in my blazing glory come oct 31st. I know I am way to hard on myself... I guess its the typical "I am my own worst enemy" type of thing. But I know and i realize that i have committed myself and i need to stay consistent... and so on that note, i believe it is time for me to do something about my life and be productive instead of crawling into my corner to hide... I wanna shoot those guns at the end of all this ^_^.
"I have not yet begun to fight." John Paul Jones.
<3 Christa
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