New Year, Fresh Start: Blog#1

Well dear readers I have officially fallen off the wagon again... not too big of a surprise however. I haven't really been focusing on my weight, or on anything else for that matter. I have been pretty stagnant in everything... The only thing that has been going great in my relationship. Currently Robert and I have been together for 5 months, and we are happy. Which is great, but I am not taking care of myself. I have gained since my last entry, and I have been neglecting this blog... I am currently at 187lbs. But no big deal... it's a brand new year and a fresh start. So I have better goals, more realistic goals this year, which I will slowly talk about when I come to them... as for now I must write out my new ideas and my new paperwork... For some reason I always feel that it is easier when I can see my progress written on paper, than when feel it in my body. Must be the OCD in me lol... But I shall continue this post once I have written everything out.... annnnd!!! GO!